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June 28th, 2006
01:07 pm - the best feeling
one of the best feelings in the world is having someone care about you and hearing it from them. it always makes me laugh when my brothers call me to ask how i'm doing in the dating area of life and then they tell me that whoever i'm dating better be the best and treat me really good otherwise they'll beat the hell out of them. hahaha..i love it. brothers are the best!
just thought i'd let the world know...
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/working.gif) accomplished
Current Music: jimmy eat world
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June 6th, 2006
09:20 pm - it's been awhile...
Well well well..what is there really to say? Everyone graduated today..it's weird to think that this next year all of us will be in college and many will finally be starting their awaited adult lives. To tell you the truth, it's not always the excitement we thought it really would be. But it's fun none the less to have new kind of experiences and trials that we didn't have when we were younger. Like what do i really wanna do with my life..and what do i want to be and the ever famous WHO AM I? Life really is a funny thing isn't it.
I love being at school but i'm really ready to have a break..i don't know if a 6 month break is really going to be a whole lot of fun...it's so long!! but it'll just be nice to be home in WASHINGTON! I love that place so much. Idaho is too tempermental for me. You never really know how the weather is going to be.And i'm really glad that i won't have to be around mormons 24/7. It's not that bad, but some of you will probably know what i mean.
A lot of my friends or people i've known for a long time are leaving on their missions or coming back home. That's so crazy...what happened to being little and having no big decisions to make?? I just want to say how proud i am of those who can make that kind of decision to go serve the Lord for 2 whole years. I love it..it makes me feel like there are guys out there who have their life somewhat together...[ uh...I MISS NATE!!] AND just the thought of a boy who comes out as a man with so much knowledge...it gives chills up the spine. I FREAKING LOVE IT!
Don't worry..there's only 26 more days.....i can't wait to see you my loves!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/happy.gif) happy
Current Music: Waking Ashland
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March 5th, 2006
12:34 am - meh.
I miss marysville with a passion. Why oh why...
~Allira
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/okay.gif) blah
Current Music: rascal flatts-what hurts the most
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February 11th, 2006
03:24 pm - rexburg is freezing?!!WEIRD!!!!
OMG!! Friday was the best..it was tizight..haha. So here's what happened.
The day started out a gloomy one with me feeling really sick and sad that i had no plans. So i got a blessing and slept for awhile. Later on some roommates left and some didn't so I decided to take matters into my own hands. SOOOO....i did make up and hair for them and they for me, and we ended up looking so freakin hot! Hahah..some of our rooms laughed at us and told us we were stupid but they're just jealous really..;) We then decided we had to let others see our beautiful looks so we went to Broulims to get some caffienated beverages. Then we went to Club Strata where a foam party was being held. It was my first experience with this but it was a lot of fun. We danced the night away, for the most part, until about like 12:30. Then we came home and started it all over. We dressed up super crazy and did make up and hair for those who had not been there earlier and redid our hair. We took so many pictures...it was great. Then we decided to drink a few energy drinks..on empty stomachs!!...and went crazy. Amanda was like..guys i'm so hungry, and i was like..haha i know my stomach is totally eating itself...then we decided we were starving so we called Jason and asked him if he would go with us to Denny's. So we put on our jackets and awaited the time for him to get off work..at six this morning. After that we went and got gas and headed out. At Denny's everyone was staring at us..let me describe what our outfits were. Crazy tops and skank shorts and then just fishnet stalkings and coats that covered all of our clothing besides our fishnets and hooker stilettos. It was great. There were all these mexicans working there...and lets just say they weren't ignoring us at all. So we ate and headed home and arrived at about 8 this morning. It was THE best. Strata was a blast..and it's not even that bad of a club..and we laughed a lot and danced a lot. My two fave things!! Anyway...that was my night and morning. Thanks for the most awesomest memory so far in this little gay town of rexburg, idaho..and yes i am....hahahahah..
~Lira
Current Mood: so tired..you don't even know
Current Music: dashboard confessional-i am missing
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January 29th, 2006
05:46 pm - HeLlO!!!!! AlL mY LoVeS
Weird..i haven't been on here forever! I just got back from utah..and i must say..i love it there. I don't even know why. Maybe because its not idaho, and maybe because it's kinda warmer,and maybe because it was just getting away from where i live for awhile..or maybe just because my brother and his wife live there. Plus gorgeous boys are aplenty..and going crazy dancing with boys who think they're going to amount to something absolutely superb!!! Not to knock down their dreams or anything..sometimes their dreams seem way out of reach. I hope they make them all though!
So life here in rexburg is a lot of fun for the most part. Weekends are better than the weekdays, there are a lot of tests and homework to keep up with but at least it keeps me busy and learning new things all the time. My roommates think i'm hilarious..so its a lot of fun!! Almost all of the time. They're probably more laughing at me...but whatev! I think i've corrupted them..whoops what can i say? a ho is what a ho does..or whatever that phrase is....ahahha..i carack myself up :)!!I like the snowball fights we have..they're eventful for the most part. And it's a really good way to meet guys and have them over for games or dinner..I'm a lot happier here, and there's a lot more freedom that i thought i would have.Maybe not as much as i would like..but more than i thought. Anyway...call me sometime if you'd like..and i will eventually call you! Sorry for those that i've been procrastinating calling back. I dont' know why but that's how its going so don't think i forgot about you! And always know you can call me anytime anywhere ya know..i'm the momma..haha. I love you all and miss you!!
Love ya forever and ever!!!
Lira
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/silly.gif) crazy
Current Music: Opera Sickness!!!!!!!!!!!
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October 11th, 2005
07:53 pm - to you........
I never have very much good to say on here. But i am lucky to have the things and people in my life that i do.
i love you!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: beat it..mj
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September 14th, 2005
12:13 pm - just for those who read only live journal and were wondering if i fell of the face of the earth...
Let's see...life..hmmm.
Everything is definitely going. It seems super weird that i'm not going back to school with everyone...really really really weird. All i do is work now, and sleep a little bit too i guess. I can feel myself getting worse...it kinda scares me but i'm really too dumb to just go and see someone about it. I think about it a lot and wonder what it really could be. Most likely it's nothing..and if it were it would only cause more stress in everyone's life, not just mine. My dad went on strike which SUCKS!! so much. I don't know what we're going to do.Too bad money will never grow on trees.My mom has her continual nagging sessions with me almost everytime i see her. I can tell she's hurting too and i don't even know how to fix it. OMG!! You wouldn't even believe this but my dad told me who i was going to marry last night. It was soo weird!! He said he had some dream about me...it went something like this...
I go to school and this guy asks me to marry him . I say yes but i keep telling my dad i'm going to wait for at least 2 more years.
That's mostly just what he told me....other than the name and would i really marry him. It made me think a lot about what do i really want in my future and what kind of guy am i going to marry? He kept going on and on about r.m.s and how could i not want that. He asked me to promise him that i would marry an R.M. How can you promise something that you don't know won't happen?? He kinda got angry and said that he knew what was going to happen and he wasn't going to pay for school if i was just going to go get married to some guy who wasn't even close to the worth i am....haha way to go with the threatening faggot. Parents!
Welp i am off..I hope yall are doing superb and enjoying life to the fullest! i love you..i really do.
Lira
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: shake it off- mariah carey
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August 23rd, 2005
07:08 pm - the way it must be
Wow...and the days go by...........
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/sad.gif) really really sad
Current Music: dream theater
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August 18th, 2005
02:45 pm - you'll miss me...
WOWZERS!! I haven't been on this beast for a long time. YAY FOR ME!! Anyway..i thought i'd update a little bit for yall.
I've been doing pretty good. I work almost 40 hr weeks, i play a little, i live a little. Life is pretty much peachy. I love that we have the continual gatherings which i get to participate in..i enjoy them quite a lot. i want to thank all those who care about me and let me know they do..you're one of those people who come into my life as a reality check or something like that? i think for future references...mistakes should not be prolonged but be talked about maybe only once or twice and everything should be said otherwise a wall is built up because of the consistent nagging. I want to hear everything you want to say...maybe i won't necessarily agree with you, but i will listen. For at least the most part. ;) haha..
ON ANOTHER NOTE!!!
[ IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING YOU NEED TO SAY TO ME...PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!! SAY WHAT YOU NEED TO SAY. DON'T LET IT FESTER INSIDE OF YOU AND DON'T WORRY BOUT HURTING MY FEELINGS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. just thought i'd let you know...i have this new thing about total honesty!]
For those who are leaving...i already miss you. I will miss you even more when you're actually gone...haha. I hope that i get to see you again but the future holds a really wide open door. Just in case i don't ever see you again i hope you never forget that i am always here for you and love you to death!! and i will never stop until my dying day.
Love,
Lira
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/flirty.gif) my hump my hump my hump!!!
Current Music: konstantine- something corporate
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July 25th, 2005
02:07 pm - ''...Sometimes a man has to choose..and do something he doesn't want to do...''
Can someone please tell me why people can't say what they mean. Or ask the person what they want to know. I really just don't understand it. Why does everyone constantly beat around the bush so fn much until that bush is no longer the issue because it's dead!!! I hate that...I can't handle things anymore and the way people are. It's so much work. Yet i'm continually doing it. I think i've lost it!! Just to help out things..i went to tacoma on sunday and found out that my uncle whom i'm extremely close with is pretty much dying of unknown causes. I don't understand life..oh how i wish i had a better grasp on it. I'm so tired of caring!!...no, maybe not tired, probably more wasted of the unproductiveness it seems to have a lot.. I don't want to be this way. It isn't me and it's not who i want to be EVER!!! I think it's time to move on and get away. I'm done.
~Lira
Don’t tell me what to think
Cause I don’t care this time
Don’t tell me what you believe
Cause you won’t be there
To catch me when I fall
But you’ll need me when I’m not here at all
Miss me when I’m gone again, yeah
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/pissedoff.gif) pissed off
Current Music: 3 doors down-Going Down in Flames
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July 21st, 2005
03:15 pm - YAY FOR YOU!
GUESS WHO'S THE BIRTHDAY BOY TODAY?? YEP YOU GUESSED IT.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXZ!!
HOPE YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT..
p.s.
i have a present for you. ;)
Current Mood: ya wanna?
Current Music: wanta fanta..or something..hahahah
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July 19th, 2005
05:07 pm - i really hope this isn't true..
You're Compassion Fatigue!
by Susan Moeller
You used to care, but now it's just getting too difficult. You cared
about the plight of people in lands near and far, but now the media has bombarded you
with images of suffering to the point that you just don't have the energy to go on.
You've become cold and heartless, as though you'd lived in New York City for a year or
so. But you stand as a serious example to all others that they should turn off their TV
sets and start caring again.
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/sleepy.gif) tired
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01:57 pm - I was over it before...
Life..just the very essence of it!! Sometimes i can't put what i want to say into words. Just know i'm full of thoughts and feelings. When it comes to analyzing so many unimportant issues ...being a becomes a huge drag!!!
~Lira
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/thoughtful.gif) eh..a s life
Current Music: Dashboard Confessionals
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July 18th, 2005
02:15 pm - the life i live..
been in love-x?
>been dumped-x
>shoplifted-
>been fired-
>been in a fist fight-x
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>snuck out of parent's house-x
>had feelings for someone who didn't have them back-x
>been arrested
>made out with a stranger-x
>gone on a blind date-x
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>lied to a friend-x
>had a crush on a teacher
>skipped school-x
>seen someone die-x
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> been to Canada-x
>been to Mexico-
>been on a plane-x
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>eaten Sushi-
>been snowboarding-x
>been moshing at a concert
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>been in an abusive relationship
>taken painkillers-x
> love someone right now-x
> laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by-x..haha
> made a snow angel-x
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> had a tea party-x
>flown a kite-x
>built a sand castle-x
>gone puddle jumping-x
>played dress up-x
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>jumped into a pile of leaves-x
>gone sledding-x
>cheated while playing a game-x
>been lonely-x
>fallen asleep at work/school-x
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>watched the sun set-x
>felt an earthquake-x
>touched a snake-x
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>been tickled-x
>been robbed-x
>robbed someone-
>been misunderstood-x
>pet a reindeer/goat-x
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>won a contest-x
>been suspended from school
>had detention-x
>been in a car accident-x
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>had braces-
>eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night-x
> had deja vu-x
>danced in the moonlight-x
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>hated the way you look-x
>witnessed a crime-x
>pole danced-x
>questioned your heart-x
>been obsessed with post-it notes-
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>squished barefoot through the mud-x
>been lost-x
>been to the opposite side of the country
>swam in the ocean-x
>felt like dying-x
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>cried yourself to sleep-xxx
>played cops and robbers-x
>recently colored with crayons/colored
pencils/markers-x
>sung karaoke-x
>paid for a meal with only coins-x
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>done something you told yourself you wouldn't-x
>made prank phone calls-x
>laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your
nose-x
>caught a snowflake on your tongue-x
>kissed in the rain-x
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>written a letter to Santa Claus-x
>been kissed under a mistletoe-x
>watched the sun set with someone you care about-
>blown bubbles-x
>made a bonfire on the beach-x
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>crashed a party-
>have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of
people-x
>gone rollerskating/blading-x
>had a wish come true-x
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> worn pearls-x
>jumped off a bridge
>ate dog food-
told a complete stranger you loved them-x
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>sang in the shower-x
>have a little black dress-x
>had a dream that you married someone-x
>glued your hand to something-
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>got your toungue stuck to a pole-x
>kissed a fish-x
>worn the opposite sex's clothes-x
>been a cheerleader-x..haha i've always been!
>sat on a roof top-x
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>screamed at the top of your lungs-x
>done a one-handed cartwheel-x
>talked on the phone for more than 6 hours-
>stayed up all night-x
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>didnt take a shower for a week-x
>pick and ate an apple right off the tree-
>climbed a tree-x
had a tree house-x
>are scared to watch scary movies alone-x
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>believe in ghosts-x
>have more then 30 pairs of shoes-x
>worn a really ugly outfit to school-x
>gone streaking-x
>played ding-dong-ditch-x
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>played chicken fight-
>been pushed into a pool with all your clothes
on-x
>been told you're hot by a complete strange-x?
broken a bone
>been easily amused-x
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>caught a fish then ate it-
>caught a butterfly-x
>laughed so hard you cried-x
>cried so hard you laughed-x
>forgotten someone's name-x
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>toasted marshmellows-x
>French braided someones hair-x
>been kicked out of your house-x
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/angry.gif) meeeeeeeeeeeh!
Current Music: my goodies-ciara
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July 12th, 2005
08:04 pm - yaya...
| Your Summer Love Type is Open and Free |  This summer one thing is for sure...
There's no way anyone is going to tie you down or keep you home.
You're all about exploring, flirting, and having the time of your life.
No doubt about it, you'll find summer love.
Many summer loves! |
..and you know it's the TRUTH!!!!
PeAcE
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/dorknerdy.gif) haha...eh eh
Current Music: WeEzEr-The world has changed and left me here
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July 8th, 2005
04:58 pm - woot woot!
Part Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet | Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
Current Mood: love, love, love...
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June 26th, 2005
03:03 pm - mwah!
Yay for girls camp. That's where i will be for the next week. I hope yall don't miss me too much. Have a great week and play nice! ;)
Love
Lira
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/amused.gif) yay?
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June 23rd, 2005
03:47 pm - I dont know where your going, and i dont know why..but listen to your heart.
I have gotten a lot accomplished today. I went and got my diploma, made my 'kids' some food, and paid my ticket. YAY FOR ME!! Now to move on to more exciting moments of this fabulous summer! I have a ton of stuff i have to do for girls camp even though i have know clue really what i need to do. haha...how cliche! Also, today is the day. Who knows what i'll look like the next time you see me.
Is anyone interested in going to the beach and playing? Maybe a little barbecue or some volleyball? Let me know cuz i really want to play....CALL ME!
PEACE N.
~LIRA
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is whats ???
The precious moments are a lost in the time..yeah
There swept away and nothing is what it seems
The feeling of your loving..to your dreams
And there are voices, that want to be heard
So much to mention but you cant find the words
The sense of logic the beauty thats been
When love was wilder..then the wind
Current Mood: eh eh?
Current Music: Listen to your heart- DHT
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